[ her skin feels warmer, trying to defend it though, because it feels like trying to defend what they'd done on that desk. there was a reason she'd turned them away at first, and it wasn't just mal.
yet here she was. ]
I don't really belong in the other Grisha orders. [ zoya, among others, had made sure she knew that. ] And neither does he. The gold was for the sun summoner.
[ she picks at the embroidery a little. she should have worn the blue one. he'd have hated it. he'd have asked why. she can't do that until she has a path out. saints, it's enough to make her wish baghra was here. ]
no subject
[ her skin feels warmer, trying to defend it though, because it feels like trying to defend what they'd done on that desk. there was a reason she'd turned them away at first, and it wasn't just mal.
yet here she was. ]
I don't really belong in the other Grisha orders. [ zoya, among others, had made sure she knew that. ] And neither does he. The gold was for the sun summoner.
[ she picks at the embroidery a little. she should have worn the blue one. he'd have hated it. he'd have asked why. she can't do that until she has a path out. saints, it's enough to make her wish baghra was here. ]